Tuesday-
Today was a pretty good day! It started out with a helpful husband, a cooperative toddler, and a free 16 oz. coffee! However, I walked into the school and began to feel unsure about myself. I have no idea why. I know everything is new, and I'm a pretty social person, but some people there are so hard to read! I don't know how to elaborate on that one. Anyhow. MT and I had more time to talk today, which was good because I don't feel like we have enough time to discuss much of anything. I was honest with her about how I feel that being an observer is hard work. She told me that she is afraid of giving me stuff to do because I'm not a parent volunteer. It seems as if the uncertainty that I've been feeling is because she and I both don't know where I fit in the scheme of things...maybe? I also wonder if the kids see me us just someone who is watching or an authority figure...like another teacher. Does this come in time? Should I not even worry about it? I guess I'm concerned with my role in the classroom and the broader concept of the school...as I'm trying to figure out the classroom environment and how everything falls into place.
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